Ugh......

I wish I could read her mind.

Just so I could be sure, make my 95 percent a 100

Idk man..... I just find it funny, I was just saying to paul the other night, hey man even if the fire has died she still was great a friend and don't want to lose her as a friend.

Then I see something that leaves me to believe she feels the exact same way...

But I mean C'mon there 6 billion people on this earth. How the heck am I supposed to know if she's talkin about me. Deja vu. I've been here before.......

I try to forget about her but it doesn't work, I think it's time to realize that simply isn't an option. She'll always be on my mind. but even with that said. Where do we go from here?

I just want what she want's. If she wants to be friends, we can friends. I just want to be apartof her life, and have her be a part of mine. If that can happen. I'll be happy.

Closing Thoughts:

I wish guys and girls can just be totally open about everything, it would things so much easier

Even on aim she gives me butterflies........


One Love,

Mr. Someday