Where am I?

I have no idea where I am, or how I got here. All I know is that I never want to leave this place. I feel like I've been given a second chance at life. And I really am making the most out of it this this time around. I'm still holding straight A's. I'm in the honor's club. I've kept my nose clean. And I got a little bit of cash in my pocket. Everything just feels right. Sometimes people tell me that I'm an Idealist. I have no idea what I am. But whatever it is it's working. And I couldn't be anymore please. I got back to the gym on Monday and I'm pumped. Time to make my outside match my inside. I just thank The Lord for giving me a second chance. Cuz I was pretty f***ed up not to long ago. I was dying on the inside but he saved me and I have no idea why. I guess I'll have to ask him.

But on another note, yesterday was pretty legit. The LB BLAST orientation was cool and I'm excited to meet my mentee. And the concert last night wasn't to shabby. It was an easy 15 pints of E.C. But now I got to finish this damn short story, I got like 12 pages left and it's do Wednesday so I should probably get back to it. But I want to post again later tonight, still got alot on my mind. So until then.....................


One Love,

Mr. Someday

I'm the last of a dying breed.

Sometimes It sucks to be different. To be against the norm. To be the guy without the car, without the girl, without the money, etc. And what makes things worse is that we live in a world that shoves these things in your face. So we are constintley reminded we dont have them. everyday I'm constantly tha't i don't come from money, or that I'm to fat, or that I don't have a car. All sorts of things. But you know what? I really don't guv a shit anymore. I know what I don't have and what I do have. I know what I want and what I don't want. And frankly, I'm glad I don't have all of the things society labels at mandatory, cuz I don;t want to be a product of this world. I'm a fat, broke, college student with dirty white chucks on his feet and a bus pass in his pocket. THAT's ME! That is who I am. And I wouldn't change it for the world, cuz that's what makes me....me!. I am the last of a dying breed. I see things most people can't see. I know things most people don't know. And I do things most people can't do. I don't bullshit I play it straight. some people love me for it, some people don't. I am who I am. Sometimes I feel alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm an excile because I don't smoke weed, or becuase I don' t have a car, or beacuase I dont have girls drooling over me. but you know what, that's ok. I am who I am for a reason. I've been through ordeals that have caused me to see the world differently then most people, and because of this someitmes I see differently some may even say precular. but I think that's fine. I feed off it. The mockers, The haters, The doubters are my fuel. I will rise above them all some day, and when I do i'll do it humbley. Cuz I don't do what I do for recognition, I do what i do for self-satifaction. I know that one day I'll be standing at the top of the mountain.
i know that one day I'll have it all, so for right now I don't mind not having much. I am lucky, because /i have this overwhelming sense of certainty and destiny. It is my comfort. It my strenght. All I can do is do my best. If I give God my all right now, one day he'll give it back to me. So if you want to judge me go ahead. you wanna say im fat go ahead. wanna say I'm broke go ahead. Wanna talk about my transpotation go ahead. Wanna talk my love life go ahead. Say all you wanrt about me cuz I'm a warrior. Ima do me, cuz that's what I do best. I'm a big dude with minimal game and a bus pass. But I love my life :)

2-16 Quote of the Day

Coincidence is God's way of staying anonymous

Broken Glass Slipper

Right now I'm sitting hear staring at the hundreds of disney movies I have collected over the years.
It makes me laugh. I'm sitting here and I see Snow white, Cinderella, Lady and the Tramp etc., all the videos my sister bought. And I start think about my younger years. I start thinking about my former perception of love and relationships. When we are kids we develop this idea that all we have to do is find that special someone and then we can just ride off in the sunset. No one tells us that finding the one if only part of the process. No one tells us that it might now work out. No one tells us that we might mess it up. Or that the timing may be horrible. Or tht you might not be ready. I'm looking for my plate of spaghetti but i dont see it? Where is it? I guess the truth is not as marketable lol. Don't get me wrong I like that kids are filled with these positive views of falling in love, I just wish someone would have told me from the start it was going to be this complicated. I would have better prepared myself. If someone who have told me from the begging that the glass sipper could brake I would have been more careful....But it's ok. I'm not complaining. I know one day it'll all come around, I just wish me and her could have had one chance. One dance. I miss her that's all. I know that's its over now. The Big hand is on 12. Time is up. Bye Bye pumpin carrige, it was nice while it lasted...

One Love,

Mr. Someday

This is me

My name is Daniel
I am 17 years old
My body lives in Compton
My mind lives in Berkeley
I love God with all my heart, and I'm not afraid to say it
As of now, I like my life
I go to Long Beach City College
I love college life
I don't have a Job
I don't have a car
But I got some brains
I have sense of humor
I love to make people laugh
I like to give advice to those who need it
I like having deep conversations and deep thoughts
If I had to, I could live off macaroni & cheese and Tampico
Recces Peanut Butter Cup is thee best candy
Peanut Butter & Chocalate Ice Cream = Orgasmic
I don't get angry much
Living with the Devil reincarnate that is my father, has givin me lots of patience
I love my mom and my sister
I love my friends
I love chillin at Starbucks till the wee hours of the night
I'm in love with a girl that I hsven't seen in months
I'm a people person, but at times i can be an introvert
I love football and basketball
I love video games
I love The Fray and Kanye West
Blogging is my therapy
http://www.rageagainstthemasheen.blogspot.com/
I live life with no regrets, cuz i know it's all in God's plan
I like to party
I love to have a good time wherever I am
I like to go on trips where I don't know my destination
I don't drink
I don't smoke
I don't do drugs
I got nuthin against peeps that do any of the three, but it's just not for me
My brother resides in Kern Valley State Prison
He has a life Sentence
I work very hard not to end up a stereotype
I don't wanna be a statistic
I want to get my MBA from UC Berkeley
I'm a very honest person
I care about people
My best friend is Robert Evans
I have the best sister in the world
My mother is an Angel
I study hard, so that one day I can get the hell outta compton
I tested out of high school for numerous reasons.
I have a messy room
But I always know where everything is
I love to write, and that's why this so long lol
I like indie films
E.T. and Big Daddy ALMOST make me teary
I would like to get married in the Chrystal Cathedral
My first son is gonna be named Elijah
I love kids
I want like 4
I've planned a six month trip around the world, and one day I'm gonna take it
I don't believe in using people unless it's a diar situation
I hate guys that do girls wrong
They F*** things up for us good guys
When it comes to girls, I don't settle for less
I have a baby face
I live everyday like it's my first, not my last
I really hope one day i'll end up with this girl that's always on my mind
I one day she gives me another chance
Other than that I dont fear much else...
I'm a very blessed person
I've been through alot of pain and heartache
But i'll never quit pushin
I know one day I'll reach the top of the mountain
So for now I'm just enjoying the ride

Friendships and relationships are kinda of like the stock market

Watch the Company you keep" If your company is bad your stocks are going to plumit. But if you have a good Company your stock is going to rise. Don't waste time with a bad company. Even if you have a long history. Because at the end of the day It's all about making the most out of your investment. So if you have a bad company in your portfolio..... Sell Sell Sell, cut your losses, and start over. Because It would be a shame if you were to lose everything you've worked so hard for, or even worse lose yourself

Just a thought........

What a week!!!

Ok After must thought, meditation, and frustration I have no choice but to amend my new resolutions.The 9th resolution "Blog at least Once a week" now has en extension clause. "I will blog at least once a week, as long as the powers that be allow me to do so". I wasn't able to post on thurs. because of GOOGLE INC. They wouldn't let me log....and I was uber pissed because I take my resolutions very seriously. It pissed me off dude...but whatever I'm over it, I'm still gonna blog once a week, because in my opinion I didn't break shit.

And also on that note, You no those little things you have to copy into the box, after you've failed to log into an account successfully? These things right here..........................

I SWEAR!!!! EVERY TIME I DO ONE OF THESE THINGS I FEEL LIKE I'M LOOSING A DAY OF MY LIFE.

I must have done at least 30 of these mother fuckerz yesterday. I felt like I was gonna pop a blood vessel. Honestly I would just have someone body hack my acccoount, and take back that one month of my life lol. Naw I kid...I'd hate to get hacked.

So yea, I guess when I reset my password the other day I typed ans retyped the password wrong so that's my I couldn't log in. Fucking technology lol. But it's all good. I'm just glad to be back.


Changing gears, alot of interesting things went down this week. For starters.........................I GOT AN A ON MY POLI SCI EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so f-ing happy about that. Like I study non-stop for 3 days and after taking that test I had figured I got a low B. But i got an AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. and Mr. Douglas wrote "Great!" on my test. I feel such a sense of accomplishment. I've been busting my ass for the past 4 weeks, and I was starting to doubt that I was making any progress. But now I have substantial evidence that my efforts are valid. I am just so happy. That the same guy who failed high school courses was able to get an A on his first college exam. Man that makes me smile. I got alot more midterms coming up though, and I still got a long way to go. But this was a much needed boost of confidence. And now I'm ready take on anything that comes my way :)

God is definitiley good to me. Despite all the grief I've caused him, he still manages to find favor w/ me which is pretty boss. And on that subject I had an interesting chat with a fellow on.....(trying to remember the day).............Tuesday! Yea it was interesting. I was sitting at the bus stop by school and the guy (I believe his name was rick) sat next to me, and just randomly asked me out " Have you seen the Million dollar bill?" He handed it to me, it was obviously fake, cause it felt like an index card. He told me there was a million dollar question on the back. Now.....at this point I got kind of worried. I didn't what this guy's deal was. Was he trying to scam me? Is this guy looney or coked out? I was a little skeptical, he was wearing this extremely short grey shorts, an orange palm tree shit (you know..like the "Hawaiian touristy kind", some brown house shoes and navy socks. Yea..picture. The dude was clashin more then Micheal Jackson in an adult bookstore (naw I'm joking I love MJ). But for real, you can see why I was kinda weary, he looked strange. So anyway I flip the bill over, and I see the million dollar question. "If you were to die today, who you go to heaven or hell?" In the back of my head I took a big sigh of relief. The guy was merely trying to witness to me lol. He felt kind of awkward when I told him I was already a christian. I guess my baggy jeans and long black pro club kinda threw him off. But yea, we chatted for about a half an hour about our faith. He asked me if I go to church every Sunday...and of course I lied and said yes (I still feel horrible about it). But I really didn't want him to think to give me a long ass lecture about going to church or him think I was a "lost soul". So I just humored him. But yea, we chatted about allot of stuff. And I just found the whole experience to be interesting. It totally caught me off guard, but it was memorable. Sometimes I forget that I a part of my faith is being a witness.

Oh and one last thing, I wrote this kick-ass mini story. It started out as a little exercise for my creative writing class, where we pick a name out of a phonebook and start writing a little story or description about him. So i got this guy named Tom Solewick. When I first heard the name, I thought of like an office worker. With a cubile. I dont know why It was just an Idea that popped up in my head, So i started writing about this guy as a tax accountant who hates his job, and basically the story is just a rant of all the things he hates. But like...it's kinda funny, and you kinda get realistic sense of who this character is, Once I started I fell in love with the character, and I just couldn't stop writing. I even wrote on the bus. I finished yesterday. So i have been writing while I've been gone lol. I'll type it out tomorrow and post it, because i really like it.

Story of the Day:

I was sooo freaking embarassed the other day, I was coughing allot on monday, so this guys in my CW class gave me a cough drop, and after about 5 mins of sucking on the cough drop. I start to cough again, and a peace of cough drop flies onto the desk of the cute girl sitting me. And I'm like so overwhemlingly shocked. all i can say is "Oh Man". The scene is so funny now that some time has passed, but at the time i was trippin. That girl was really pretty, and I looked like a total goof lol. So yea lesson of the week ALWAYS COVER YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU TALK

Closing Thoughts:

I must say, even thought I'm still jobless, car less, girl less, and live in the ghetto.......But for now, I'm pretty content with my life, I think everything is moving in the right direction. Just gotta take it one day at a time.

Today....My neighbors switched our trashcans while i wasn't looking!!!!!! They switched my big one with one of their smaller ones. They think I didn't notice cuz they look similar, but later I had to go put something in the trash can and I realized that the trash in their was diff. then the trash I saw in there earlier. Sneaky Fuckers. W/e it's just f-ing trash can. And they do have like 50 people living in their house, so they probably need the 2 extra cubic feet of trach can space lol.


i gotta friend of mine who is really buggin me, and it's about time I let him go. I love hanging wit him, but it's getting to a point where he is causing me more aggravation then happiness. Plus I'm an introvert anyway so I really have no problem cutting people lose (Unless their names is Robert or Kayla). So w/e man I gotta do what I gotta do. Things are pretty sweet for me right now, and I can't have any1 around me that might bring me down......

Steelers won the superbowl!!!...ugh...i guess.....wanted my boy curt to bring another in, but it was a good game.

Hmmmmmm I got another thought, but I'm just gonna make it another post lol

My prayers are with Sarah

Be well you guys...... :)


Much love,

Mr. Someday